MAGIC OF THE EXPERIENCE OF THE SPIRIT

My Experience

CHAPTER I

START

 

1. EXPECTING

The hardest part was "it" as it is to define...

What do I want the most???

What change????????????

Am I happy, or am I grateful for what I have?????

Or maybe the status quo suits me and I want nothing more than what I have?????????

What do I have?

At the time, I mostly had fears, poisoned convictions, self-loathing, to the whole world, an absolute gift of judgment, and eternal pity for the poor Self...

In fears, convictions in grief and pity, you can drift eternity, rub yourself in your hair, wrap in words of consolation "Oooo poor JA" and continue like this in black mourning forever.

I didn't want to...

I defined "it" as it is... and I dared to make a choice, I put myself, myself full of inner strength

And out of all the possibilities for me, I reached for the best version...

And it was slowly changing.

 

2. CHANGE

A change like a ship took me on a long cruise. From the shores of the narrow mind, through the bay of the closed Heart, the strait of conviction, finally allowed to flow into the deep waters of good She thinks of herself, the true Self, her body.

In time she was tamed, bringing acceptance to the unknown, the ability to set the inner busola on new directions, with wind, against the wind, but always towards inner peace and joy of experiencing it.

In the end, every subsequent change made me suffer with lightness and courage, and my life, little by little, flowed to the surface of a deep wave, after which I learned to surf every day with gratitude and love.

3. ME - MY GREAT LOVE

I - this is an extraordinary travel stop called Living With the Soul - discovering YOURSELF. Just like that... Wow... I exist, I breathe, I walk on the ground, I have an assigned time unit in the form of LIFE...

But do I care about myself? Do I embrace myself? Do I love myself??? Do I have respect for

Yourself? Am I on my side?

Yes, I love myself! Is that how I'm on my side? That's how I respect myself! These simple words, repeated a hundred times every day like a mantra, like a prayer, had a great MOC for me, became the religion I began to confess, the truth I believed in. Because I am the true love of my life, in all the completeness of my existence.

It was only when I 100% loved myself that I was able to truly love another man.

There's no other way...

 

4. BLISTERS THAT CAN BE DISCLOSED

Awareness of internal and external blockades is a small step for humanity, but a big step for man.

Each one is accompanied by a whole range of STUDY, EMOTION. A cloud that appears, but also eventually disappears. When I realized it, I could have done something, made a difference. Even if I did...

I feel so sorry for myself because...

That's how hard it is for me.

That's how I'M ACCEPTING this condition.

Yes, I forgive you (or please forgive me)

Yeah, that emotion is the energy that comes and goes, like any other emotion.

That's how I can let this energy go without feeding her the heat.

There's no regrets in me anymore.

I'm free of him.

I've done the same with every emotion accompanying every BLOCADA.

She's unleashed anger.

I've dissolved anger.

I let go of loneliness

I dissolved everything that blocked me... my body, my mind and my heart

I was released...

The process supported by meditation, affirmation, prayer, made everything simple... because life is simple, only we people complicate everything.

 

5. FOREIGN

Throwing away a huge burden of guilt, hurting, blaming yourself on others helps authentic forgiveness.

FORGIVING/forgiveing oneself, to another man, injustices, humiliations, wounds that seem greater than the entire universe, brings even greater peace than the entire universe, brings freedom and true resurrection.

I stopped being tormented by the past, not afraid of the future, staying where I should be in prison forever.

Forgiveness shut the door to fears, opened the door to silence of the heart.

You decide, You choose, You change, You forgive, You ask forgiveness, You cry, You clear your mind and heart... You find in yourself a real happy, simple life.

This is the simplest and most difficult process of healing yourself because you become your healer and your Master.

 

CHAPTER II

 

My Experience

 

SOUL&FLOW

1. INVITATION

The pure heart, dusted with webs of negative thoughts, evaluations, comparisons to others, overflowing with waterfalls of love for the SIEBY - is ready in the rest, to live in the presence of the Soul. Now all you have to do is invite her to your place...

We like to be remembered when we are invited to a feast... It's the same with the Soul. She also needs an invitation to the feast of Life, Life with It. You're not invited to come... Would you go?

I have invited my soul to me with my courage, with my smile, with my new positive attitude, with my gratitude for every second I have given, for every man I meet, for every experience, it's difficult which is a lesson to do and it's wonderful to pin my wings on.

She didn't answer right away...

I was disappointed, but I waited patiently on...

I didn't rush her.

When she didn't come again, I cried and... I waited...

She chose the most suitable moment for us.❤️❤️❤️

1. SOUL

From Soul&Flow Cycle

The beginning of life with the Soul is like a fastry on fabric

He holds it, but he lets go

You can already look in the mirror

But the details need to be worked out.

Make fittings as you understand yourself

Add mood shades

Good words supplements

Cut off for long internal monologues

And sew down the third ear to hear her voice

 

Over time, the gold thread of life connects material permanently

Carefully Measured

Needs for opportunities

Requires of Himself

A Stitch of Daily Rituals

Common Path

Even with a consequence

Efforts and New habits

Creates life creation

 

In a new dress

What lies on us like a glove

With a pinned flower of lace smile

I'm taking a step forward

 

1. FLOW. LIGHT TRANSMISSION

Already in the first day, after what limited mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually and was written on a piece of paper, read aloud forgiven and dedicated to God, comes the great ULGA. Comes light, FLOW in which the happy soul bathes.

Suddenly it turns out that the rank of why I gave so much, which so far seemed insurmountable, unforgivable, insurmountable - declined from minute to minute, until finally little became star dust.

My new life sank into a gulf of joy, a sea of peace, an inner silence.

1. TRAVEL ON THE END OF THE WORLD

It was the hardest thing to do. Make room. After all, decades I managed to manage SAMA - I - Queen of my life, now I was to give the scepter to co-manage myself through the Soul???? I am ambitious, independent, with a great need for autonomy, was now to ask for advice, change plans, notice the Soul as a part of me, or myself as a part of the Soul....??

Hmmm....

 

Well... how lucky it is that it happened...

The Soul and I are very similar. Both stubborn as a donkey, sensitive as a mimosa. Both loving challenges and lazy as a Lion were:) All right, I'm the lazy one.

From the first day, from the morning she appeared in my life, or as anyone would like to knowingly admit that she is a part of it. She was the one who assigned the assignments.

She woke up at dawn, wouldn't let her lie in bed, throwing away like a slingshot of remorse of a wasted moment...

She continued to remind (appearing to be Albert Einstein:) that "the world we have created is the process of our thinking. And you can't change it without changing our thinking" So I changed my thinking, my thinking about others.

When I sometimes push it away for a while, he knows that I'm going to put ashes on my head, that I'm going to apologize for my pride, for my old habits, which I still put on new monuments. She knows that with tears in her eyes, I'll ask her to be with me forever.❤️❤️❤️❤️

Today both proud of themselves are surrounded by all ports. We are the captain of the rudder and the ship. But it is the Soul that leads, I only follow it in and against it, even at the end of all (universal) worlds.

 

CHAPTER III

 

My Experience

HERE AND NOW

 

1. MEDIA

A year and a half ago, I imagined what it would be like?...

What changes, the processes I've designed somewhere in my head, I've come up with, they're going to work in my life, with the wonderful help of the Soul, who will guide the way, give the tools and do all the work for me... and from now on, I'll be living like a princess... Long and happy...

But it didn't.

A lot more has happened...

After an expansive time, an energy dose of high, after a so-called high wave of changes of old habits, lifestyle, sleep hours, quality of food, activity and God himself knows what else, the ocean calmed down, everything calmed down....There came acceptance of what is, what comes, what is good for me and for the soul.

No questions asked, no pleas asked, no analysis, no doubt... no coercion in the silence of MEDITATION

Our relationship has taken on a different dimension. We embarked on a journey into ourselves, a journey into the forgotten and unknown corners of consciousness, a nook of thought, memory, memories, desires. The time has come to know the true self, this forgotten, hidden under the thick skin of old fears and contaminants from the past.

Suddenly I felt as if I had leaped into some other bands of life, bands that vibrate the embryonic me, the original one in thought known only to God and the embodied soul.

The peace came, the great peace of mind and the CISZA

I'm not running anywhere anymore, I'm not dramatizing, I'm trying to accept every difficulty, I'm trying to see another side of this experience, one that will teach something. Peace gave me more patience, mindfulness and acceptance of what is really important to me, to the Soul. Peace with the help of the Soul has perfected our relationship with loved ones.

Acceptance allowed me to free myself from the ubiquitous illusion, and I discovered that given to objects, surrounded by thought, they form in my mind alone, and yet I control it, so I can tame it, decide, choose, leave it. And so what I expected, I wanted, stopped being in the first place, and instead came the realization that I was getting exactly what I needed from life.

 

2. ANGEL SEA

Only other soul sympathizers were missing to the full:)

The soul didn't let me get up this morning, she made a clever plan to throw a warm blanket off me at dawn. It has worked through people, the entire sea of people, the sea of angels - Celebrating every day the sunrise - a real fox of cunning from this Soul:)

The magic of the Group, it worked like touching a magic wand. It became part of my life and the life of the Soul of Course:)))

Whenever THE SPIRIT is called and with joy of the child I run to the sea.

Welcome to the sun together with the other Souls, savoring the heart with the rising sun, the sound of waves, freedom and authentic presence in the joys of close people, MAGIA GROUP.

At this one moment we understand more together, we look more clearly, we hear and we can hear, we can keep quiet, and our thoughts like pearls are transformed into good words that we share the whole world

We become the Sea of Angels, a sea of goodness to ourselves, to others to the world...

 

3. My soul's name is Mathilde.

My soul is called Matilda

That's a good name for a soul.

She was there and she will be in my suns and moons

Eclipses and full moons in dreams and mirages

The name is how the lens focuses light

What unites us reflects what divides us

Integrates the split spectrum of the past

Combining the pieces of me

 

Matilda is determined.

I definitely don't want to go back to what was.

She's decided she's more to her face today.

And it's hard to disagree with that decision

She's a tough and independent woman.

She doesn't feel sorry for herself, soft.

He's making his own choices.

Without asking the advice of others, without waiting for applause

 

He's doing great in life.

It works with determination

Every day with my tongue hanging out, I follow her.

Trying to keep pace and pace

Matilda is happy to help others

She's devoted to the case, Big Soul.

But unlike me, he always checks his intentions.

Is it me and my consent that comes first?

 

She'd like to run everything.

So she easily took the controls and set a new course.

Old Captain Ego blew up a deserted island

The echo of his cry and despair carry the foamed idols away

Pride does not defeat Matilda openly take a helping hand

She's self-reliant, rebellious, persistent, emotional and impulsive.

These qualities are fortunately hereditary

So I have them in my DNA.

 

You can always count on her commitment

In friendship and friendship, he loves all himself

He's making a house I once missed.

Watering the love of children and flowers

In the name of Matilda long ago in the old palace in the attic

Happy moments and memories are hidden

A little girl who was a princess

Today I wear this dusty crown of dreams again

 

With Matilda